We went for the ultrasound today. Got there right on time but of course had to wait a while. The whole procedure took an hour - and that is something I didn't expect. I also didn't expect them NOT to tell us if the baby was healthy or not. But the tech said she couldn't tell us that - only the doctor. I couldn't see the screen too well but Erik could and Erik said from what he could see - it all looked healthy!
Not quite sure how to feel about finding out the sex. I wanted a girl, Erik wanted a boy. But both of us didn't care either way. In fact, I think I flip flopped every day - one day I wanted a girl and then one day a boy! I guess I just expected some HUGE joy to come over me when we found out- and it didn't. I don't know if it's because THAT part is over and it was kind of fun guessing and having people guess. Now it seems more final - if that makes any sense. Now I have to plan to raise a little girl - and that is kinda scary to know I have to do that for the next 18 years and then some! I wonder if anyone ever feels this way? I was talking to my friend Beth and she was very excited to find out what she was having - but also a little saddened all the guessing was over with too. She said it's normal - but both of us are weirdos so who knows what normal is! LMAO! I think maybe next time...I don't want to find out though!
Anyways - that's my blog for today! I will probably write more on Friday when we find out how healthy the baby is! But for now...I need to relax as this has been an emotional day for me (not just baby stuff...) so that's what I am off to do! :)
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